Shitting My Pants.
Let’s be downright honest putting yourself out there in your REAL fucking form is terrifying. HELLO, this is ME.
“You Fucking Did It Ferris”
But it is here, it is LIVE, and here we are. I had to smash down many walls and heal some deep parts of me to get to this comfort zone. Like for real… YOU ALL FEEL ME! I KNOW!
Hello and welcome to my new followers, and the people just here to take a sticky.
I don’t fucking care. Take what you need, unfollow, gossip or shoot me a supportive message. I no longer take it to heart.
You do you boo…
My offerings have launched and this whole space is just fucking epic. I mean I cannot quiet believe that I have done this.
I bought a vision and a dream to life. with help*
I had so much help from Ash over at REBIRTH YOUR BIZ. We did a lot of shamanic work to help me realign and heal. We fucking blasted ideas, bounced and together created this magic. She guided me to be who I want to be, supportively. Ash was a great asset to helping this all come to life. I adore SHAMIC HEALING, the hard healing so this was my jam. If you need some magic, reach out because I have a discount code for you.
Check out the 3-month business pack I did. FOR ME.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our Darkness, that most frightens us." - Brené Brown
INVEST IN YOU! NOW!
INVESTING IN ME was bloody hard. Actually, taking the huge step to go, YOU DESERVE THIS was hard. That little SELF DOUBT shit hanging round.
I am a normal human, and yes, I get scared. I was the party girl. Shit I could drink. Drowning in weekend piss ups. I was always out for a good time. Loose. I mean who wasn’t. But we GROW. I was also always out to make everyone else around me happy. Don’t want to rock that boat. Keep your mouth shut.
Until parenthood had other plans. I feel like I had to grow up really quick. Like a SNAP of reality kicked my arse. You get forced to slow down. Reflect and realise… wow…
That time we sold our house and our baby was due the day we moved in.
We all have so much fear around what the whole world will think of us, and that there isn’t enough space for us all.
But there is space, so much fucking space for you!
If you want to do something, do it and do it with all your heart. You don’t have to drag your arse into the office space you hate every fucking day for the man. Jump the ship. Line up your ducks, what is your SOUL craving? I mean sit into that. If you could live your dream tomorrow, what would it be?
This current energy is all about the LIGHT workers. The change in the universe.
Yes, it is a fucking wild time to be alive and I am here for it.
Working with people fills my cup so much, and especially the ones looking to just do better. Not the quick fucking fix, the hard yards, the sad shit, the scary things and go beyond.
It fills my cup and makes me a better person all round.
I have lived my whole life being told “You should be a councillor. you should work with people….”
I always THOUGHT that would mean going to uni for some big debt I didn’t need, and bullshit paper I also didn’t need.
20’s me was not interested in any more study. I am an in-person learner. Hands on. Throw me to the wolves and watch me live. Watch me rise and flourish.
Instead, I have lived life experiences, and I will always pass you onto the professionals I trust. I can work with people. I don’t have to do it a certain way.
Cool, So what the hell do you do?
Soooo let me get really raw on what I do. I channel shit. I feel things. I sense things. I use my cards. I call in the spirits. I call in the energy of all the things. I read the room. I feel the vibrations. (I bet by now you're like your fucked, or truly deep in wonder) The things you could never imagine. I see others. I smell things. I can taste things. RIGHT. WEIRD. But no, it is normal for me. I love the sound of music. The smell of sage burning. A heavy metal detox spray in the morning. Reading about the vagues nerve. Listening to podcast on healing trauma. The fresh air hitting my skin. I sense animals. I simply can not make it makes sense, but it doesn’t need to. It is pure magic. It is everything. I don’t need a million minutes to tune in, and somehow yes it just works. The chaos is working. It is definitely a GIFT that is turning my life around and connecting me with all the right people.
The journey to HERE has been insane.
"Energy is a language, and the body is its translator. By tuning into our energy, we can gain valuable insights into our physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being."
I love to work in person, help dissolve pain and feelings that are swallowing you whole. Help you unlock every inch of you that is hidden deep. I love to work with ancestors, and HELL YES, I can do it without being with you. I have stepped into my distant work fully, and love what I do. Every minute is just magic. So much LOVE is had for each client, and awe of the messages that come in.
When we work together, I send recourses, which can include people I know or have worked with. It can be a playlist, a meditation. It can be oils. It is always a pile of voice messages, or a memo. I have kids, I work with what works. No office space here. My doors with healings stay open for 24hrs so you can ask more questions, and obviously digest WTAF just happened.
No client is the same. No moment is the same.
With all my heart I believe that everyone has the ability to heal themselves, and actually channel their own things. We carry that tool inside us. But often FEAR gets in the way. Such a bitch.
We live in a world consumed by BUSY, so it is all about just having the confidence to sit in what you want and take the step forward to your true calling. Slowing down means you can truly hear your inner light whispering to you. So here I am, in my caravan with my kids losing their shit all day navigating this NEW chapter of my life. Life in my 40’s working out who I am and what I want. The juggle of real life, and expectations. I don’t want it all. I just want to help connect people. Including my poor husband JJ who is battling away. But this is the thing, we can just throw it all away or work together to make some sort of change. It is hard but fuck me you can’t just ignore the patterns, and unresolved trauma. That is the biggest calling I have ever had.
The work that needs to be done for our ancestors. Healing TRAUMA. I have goals in life, and being trauma informed is on my list of shit to really dive into later on. That shit settles into your veins… BIG or LITTLE.
Anyway, shitting my pants and it is all real now.
My favourite part of all the shit parts are the cheerleaders who constantly cheer. The friends who have always pushed me to share my skills, and really be who I am today. We can never ever do it alone, and when you find that community fuck it makes life easier.
I am healing myself still, and in no way have I got my shit together. But yes I am ready (after a good fucking nudge) to work with you.
So, remember when you go to bed tonight that no matter what anyone tells you, and I mean ANYONE your parents your partners your friends your boss… you really can do anything.
No shame.
Just pure love.
Thanks for listening!
x Ferris x
P.P.S Have you watched Hot Rod? You should.
